Trust

 It was 4 am early in the morning and he was sitting on his bed, all the lights were turned off, everything was so peace full except his mind, his heart. He was weeping and was promising himself that he will never trust anyone, he will never love anyone, he will never let people play with his heart, he was trying to remain calm and was trying to convince himself that this world is selfish and he had to be selfish as well so as to survive in this world. He was 26 years old and he was crying like a baby from whom someone has stole his toy. If people had seen him crying like that they would probably have considered him as an idiot, who at the age of 26 can cry like this but people see the cover and they had no idea what's the story behind this cover.

People in order to survive in this world are always looking towards other people so as to find love which will help them survive and live the life easily, People are hungry for love and love is the only thing which helps you to see how beautiful life is. Love given by other people is the only reason you fall in love with your life as well and to make that love strong there must be trust among those people.

But what if trust is broken by people whom you love, people whom you love if breaks your trust you will come to a stage where you will never be able to love someone again or trust someone.

Yes, trust once broken can never be developed again.

He too was facing the same situation, he too a had friend in his life, that one friend whom you trust more than anyone, Everyone has friend in their life but among them there's only one friend whom you trust more than anyone, so did he, but he had never expected what he comes to know, his best friend was sharing his secret with other people as well and was making fun of him behind his back, he was broken after knowing that but he still somehow managed to gather those broken pieces in his heart and moved on but what if the second person whom you trust and love as well breaks your trust and betray you, you will hate your life,

He had a girlfriend as well whom he love and was willing to marry her but a day comes when she also betrayed him. He one day was coming from interview for the job he had applied for and was very happy as he had cleared it and had been selected, he wanted to share it with the girl he loves and was going to propose her so he went straight to her so as to tell her and to celebrate, but sometimes life plays a lot with you, her girl friend told him that she won't met him ever again as she was going to marry someone else, his heart was broken in to pieces and he was trying not to fall but he already had fallen, he somehow managed to reach home and went straight to his room, the broken pieces he had in his heart  he once managed to fix was broken again and now he don't have the strength to fix those pieces again, trust had been broken again and now he was thinking was that really love, was she really sincere with her or was just trying to pass those days whom he had considered as love, but his heart had no answer, he was so much in love with her that even after what she did he was blaming himself that he might had not been sincere with her, maybe it was his fault, he can't blame her, so he started criticizing himself for what had been done to him, he started blaming himself and was promising himself that he would never trust anyone again because it was his sin to fall in love and trust someone.

So he somehow managed to stand up again and move on, but peace he had once was gone, his nights were like a nightmare to him, everyday of his life was becoming more difficult as he was trying to avoid people who really were sincere to him and loved him.

One day he was while sitting in his room, trying to find peace he thought of reading a book so he went straight to bookshelf and took a book to read and what he read was so peaceful that his life changed, he understand what life really is. There was written in a book,
 
"Life is a lesson and if you will stop learning from it and will not be grateful for whatever life comes up with, it will destroy your inner peace. You will face failure, you will lose people, you will come to a stage where you will think, "Okay, now I don't have a reason to live and now it's the end to what life is" you will only destroy your inner peace.
Remember one thing if life takes something from you it gives you something better than it and if you will not accept what life is giving you and will keep on crying over what it has taken from you, you will never find peace, it's your mind who has to accept whatever life is giving you, peace lies inside you, so stop looking it within someone else.

 You don't want to accept what life has taken from you, okay its happen with everyone but if you find courage to accept it and somehow managed to live those hard years you will be grateful for what life will give you. You will never know what secret life has for you till the right time comes, so you just have to wait for that right time and secrets to be revealed, you will fall in love with life again.

So go on and accept and tell yourself that you are not weak, if someone had broken your trust, you are not the one who has lost those people, infect they are the ones who failed to take care of  gift life has gifted them, they are the one who should be crying and weeping for losing you, so stay calm and you will find someone better and at that time you will be grateful to life." He after reading all this promised not to lose hope and will live for himself again and will wait for what life will come up with.

As people say, "five fingers are not equal, same is the case with people, not everyone is same and not everyone is selfish, you will find the diamonds at the right time, you just have to remember that diamonds are rare and so do people who are sincere and should be trusted, you just have to figure out who should be trusted and who should not be, don't count everyone as a selfish and bad person, only because you have experienced someone else. Stop thinking about what is gone and look forward to what is coming for you."


You have a bottle full of sand and once it's broken you will never be able to collect all of sand and put it in bottle again, but yeah what you can do is to have another bottle and fill it with sand, just like this people will break your trust and you will never be able to have the same relation with them but you can have a better relation with someone else, so go on, let the other bottle be filled with moments you will spend with other people who are to be trusted, either you can cry over the broken bottle or you can fill another one. Either you can have peace by making memories with people who are to be trusted or you can destroy peace by thinking about those people who were never supposed to be trusted, choice is yours so is peace, whether to make it or not.

Disabled People

 He was born with a challenge to face, but he didn't knew what was the challenge until he grew 5 years old, now as he was seeing the world with his own eyes he understood that life had been cruel to him since the day he was born but he being a child realized it now. He was born disable, his legs were so weak so as to support his whole body and to make him stand up. Reason behind realizing too late by his parents was also that he used to stand for few minutes and sat down and his parents thought that every child has it's own age to walk, he might be able to walk when the right time comes but now as he became 5 years old his parents started worrying about him, they took him to doctor so as to satisfy themselves that their child has no disability and he will walk soon but what doctor told them was like a nightmare to them, they never had expected of what difficulty there child was in and now they began to worry about how their boy will survive in this world but they somehow managed to gather the strength so as to help their boy survive.

    They took care of their boy and tried their best not to let their boy feel alone or feel like he is incomplete. They being the parents tried their best to fulfill every wish he had wished for but how long parents can help him, in the end he was the one who has to face those challenges when his parent will not be around him but he too closed his eyes from the challenges he had to face till the day he had to step and deal with other people.

     He from the very first day of his school faced challenges, people around him, his classmates make fun of him too as he was unable to walk and he being a boy only 7 years old had to deal with challenges, which other people even if at the age of 20 or 30 had to face challenge start complaining that there life is so difficult but if somebody would have asked that 7 year old boy what challenges he was facing they would have forgotten their challenges.

       He was facing a new challenge each and everyday, at the age of 7 when every child plays, he used to sit on his wheel chair and watched them play, how painful was it for him, but he still was smiling as he realized soon that he was blessed with what others are not, he was born intelligent, he can understand things which a normal boy of   his age may find difficult to understand and it looks like he was challenging the life too, if life had come up with challenges he was there with his arms open to accept those challenges and as time passes he grew older and completed his school but now as each level has it's own difficulty he had to face even a more difficult challenge but he was behaving like he was supposed to face those challenges or he was born only so as to let the world knew that his disability was not the hurdle towards his goals, if he remain determined he can face any challenge and so did he, he achieved what he was aiming for and he decided to help those people who were facing the situation he had been through.

      Life is not that hard as you think it is, your problems or challenges are not that much difficult to face, you will think of ending your life at some stage because of the struggle you will be going through but if you somehow realize how difficult life is of a disabled person you might not complain for the difficulties you are in.

       Look life if takes away from you one thing in return it gives you other thing so as replacement to what had been taken from you or what you are missing in life, if you are a disable person then maybe you are gifted with such qualities which an ordinary person may not have, you may have a brain which can turn around things the way world have been looking too, you may have a mind which will help you achieve things in life at that age where people are just wishing to achieve, you may have any other quality, maybe life gifts you strength so as to deal with all problems which  being a normal person becomes difficult to face, never underestimate yourself just because you are not blessed with what others are blessed with, try to see things in a positive way and you will see that what you are blessed with others are not, life if comes up with challenges or difficulties it also gives you a strength to bear those difficulties.

      Have you noticed that sometimes you  come across such situation, you face with courage and bravery which other people might have given up to, have you noticed that people who are born rich can't deal with difficulties a poor person is dealing with, that's what strength is, that's what you are gifted with so never sell yourself short only because you don't have what others have or you are disable.

           Remember humanity is what makes you a human being and if you being a human being makes fun of other people who are disabled then you are not supposed to be called as a human being, if you are laughing at someone else then remember he is not the one who is disable infect you are the one mentally disabled.

     Let the humanity in yourself lives, let first try to be a human being then what you are trying to be. So for me disable person are the most brave person I have met so far as they even after dealing with what life has come up with are still wearing smile on their faces and are ready to welcome those challenges.


      Lets suppose you being an apple tree are supposed to have apple and to give it to people who are waiting but if you failed to have apples, you don't have right to be called as an apple tree because for being an apple tree you must have apples on tree, same is the case with being human, if you don't have humanity you don't have the right to be called as a human being because meaning of being a human is that you have humanity in yourself.

        And you being a disable person, should also not sell yourself short as you have a purpose to live, you are like a green chili  no one wants to eat but if added in food it makes the food taste good, same is the case with your disability, for once it will look like you don't have a purpose to live but what ability life has gifted you others don't have, you just have to figure out your abilities rather than thinking of what disabilities you have, either you can end like a green chili or you can add yourself in food so as to make that food taste good. Never lose hope, you just have to be you and you will achieve what you are aiming for.

Real Friends

 He was sitting at the bank of river and was lost in his thoughts, looked like he was lost in deep thoughts and his facial expressions were showing his sadness and regret he was in. He was helpless because what he did changed his life.

           Day was almost 12 years ago when he met him for the first time, it was his first day at college and he was too happy, he had many dreams too look forward too, he had no friend in his life and he was not willing to make one but what life decides for you is best for you sometimes, he was on his way back to home when he suddenly had an accident and he got injured, while laying down on street he was looking at someone to help him but his class fellows were making fun of him the way he fell but sometimes life brings such beautiful moments in your life that when you remember those moments even after years you smile, he too come across such a moment on that day, from nowhere someone step forward to gave him hand and helped him reach his home that moment was the defining moment of his life, he come to know what a blessing is to have someone there for you to help.

          Days into months and months into years that's how time passes but that 12 years blessed him with a friend, you will find once in your life time, you will come across once in a life time and it will be up to you how to take care off, he too became friend with that person who helped him 12 years ago and then they had 12 years with each other to make that friendship strong, his friend belong to a poor family but he always had respected him but as every story comes up with  bad days as well his friendship face those bad days too but those bad days was his fault and he had regret of that.

          His friend taught him what friendship is and so he makes new friend as well but sometimes people while making new friend forgets they had old ones too, who were there for them when they needed them the most, when they were at the start of race, so did he but he got too busy in his life and with his new friend that he forgot his old friend, but what he didn't learnt from life was how to figure out who are real ones and who are fake ones, he got himself involved in bad company and became addicted to bad activities, his new friends  encouraged him towards choosing the bad path and appreciate him on doing wrong, but even in his those bad days he was lucky to have a true friend whom he forgot, his old friend tried to help him understand that what he was doing is bad and discouraged him on those things but as we people commonly used to say that you will only come to know worth of someone once it's gone and will never value what you have now, same was the case with him too, he instead of thanking his friend insulted him a lot.

          But his friend did what was right for him even after being  insulted by him, his friend told his family of what activities he was involved so as to stop him from drowning and destroying his future. His friend even before leaving him did something good for him that he was unable to forget even today when he was sitting at the bank of river with regret of losing a friend he was blessed with, he now come to realize that what his friend did for him was something really brave, his friend stopped him from doing what he was involved in at the cost of sacrificing friendship. That's the beauty of friendship that it didn't demand anything, it only gives you what's best for you.

         Sometimes even your new friend appears to be the one you are looking for, the one true friend who will help you out even if you are having bad days too, sometimes we come across new friends too but it looks like we have known them for a long time, you just have to figure out who is your true friend and you will live rest of your life thanking for the gift life blessed you with. But in most cases a long lasting friendship is one which appears to be true but it is us who have to figure out what life plans for us.

        Remember a true friend is not the one who is rich or have a good bank balance, a true friend is one who takes care of you and gives you importance irrespective of whether he is struggling too or not, help you get through those situation in which you may not be able to get through, helps you and not expect something in return, a true friend will give all his effort even if he is poor so never judge friendship on bank balance, judge your friends on how much they have love, respect and time for you because this is what we being on a race of life demands from our friends, sometimes friendship is so pure that it sacrifices itself so as to save person connected in that friendship, sometimes you will find friend who will leave you, who will sacrifice their friendship so as to help you out, sometimes your friends will discourage you on things you like and they will put their friendship at risk so as to save you from bad days you are unable to see coming for you.
 
They will stop you from doing wrong things or getting involved in bad things even if they knew that they will lose you, they will bear the pain of losing you but they will not be able to bear the pain of seeing you destroy your future, so they will prefer to lose you than to see you destroy your future. True friends are blessing and you should be thankful. True friends will never forget you and will keep checking on you even if they are far away from you, true friendship can never become weak only because friends are far away from each other and are unable to meet each other for a long time, true friend even if sitting at the one end of the world, will remain in contact with you, will be there for you whenever you will need them.

      You will come across many friends in your life because making friends is easy but having a true friend and keeping that friendship is difficult and is found rare so if you have a true friend, take care of him because diamonds are rare and not everyone has a diamond.


        

             A true friend is a prickle on stem of a rose and you are the rose, as prickle prevents people from breaking rose, same is the nature of true friend he might sometimes feel like an enemy to you because of his actions against you, but he is doing for your own good, a good friend is like a prickle who stops others from breaking you, so if you have a true friend never judge his intention because sometimes he will do such things which you will not like but it will be for your own good, don't think that a friend is one who always supports you in what you do, infect he discourages you too from doing what's not best for you.



So I dedicate my this little effort of paying tribute to my friends.

A Murder

 Last breath of what he call was his life, he was trying not to close his eyes but his breath was stopping and his eyes were closing forever, a person laying down on a road with the bullet shot in his heart and people running towards him so as to save him but he knew his time has come. He never had wished for a death like this. Everyone has to die, he knew but how he was dying will left his family members filling his space forever, missing him forever and they will not have him back, he knew how does it feel to lose someone whom you love, and now his family members have to suffer from the pain of losing him, he wanted to run back to his family members and hug them and wanted to tell them that how much he love them but his life was ending, his blood spread all over the road and people were picking him up to take him to hospital but he he knew he will not survive and what he though was right, while his way towards hospital he took his last breath and his eyes were closed forever. 

A murder of an innocent person who had so much plans for his life, who had a family to look after, who was dreaming to play his part so as to bring a change in society and to help people who don't have someone to look after, a good person was killed, this earth is filled with bad people and very few people are left who are good like he was, another good person had left the earth. What had happened to him, who was so cruel to kill such innocent person? That was the question everyone was thinking but they don't have answer to question. Sometimes life makes trap around you that you unknowingly enter into. That's what happened to him.

A few years back

His name was Ahmad. He was among those person who believe others so quickly that even if someone talks to them politely they consider them as the person to be trusted. He had a person in his life known as Qasim, whom he consider as his bestfriend and share everything what's happening in his life. But when a person you trust the most in your life betrays you, you wish to die, same was the case with him.

A few months ago while he was in his office he met a person named as Ali, who recently joined office, he after having some chat with that person took him as the person to be trusted and to consider him as a friend. He was a good person but being too good gets you in trouble and same  happened to him. He after few days of meeting that person started trusting him, and started sharing his life secret with him, but he didn't have to wait that long to face outcomes of trusting a wrong person.

One day while he was sitting in his house,  Ali came to meet him. Ali after seeing house and wealth Ahmad have got jealous of him and was planning so as to take everything he had so he decided to first steal his car from him, he was behaving so politely with Ahmad like he was happy to see what Ahmad have but deep inside he was a monster who don't know worth of people and always make friends so as to took benefit from them. He while sitting with Ahmad made a plan in his mind of stealing his car and he hired some people and told them the plan he had.

The day he decided to steal his car, he invited Ahmad to dinner, while Ahmad was having dinner with him, people Ali hired to steal Ahmad's car, came and took his car away. After having dinner when Ahmad decided to went back home, he came to knew that someone has stolen his car, even after his car was stolen he was smiling and Ali was surprised to see facial expressions of Ahmad, Ahmad had friends in police department  and he knew that who stole his car will be caught by police soon so he contacted his friends in police and within few days thieves were caught by police but what they told police was shocking for Ahmad too, Ahmad came to know that the person he was trusting was the one who stole his car and that person was no other than Ali. He became so angry that he put Ali in jail as well but  what he didn't  knew was that Ali had quite a bad background and he was involved in murders and robberies before as well, so when Ali came out of jail he decided to took revenge from Ahmad and decided to kill him. So he contacted his other friends so as to bring weapon so as to kill Ahmad.

One day while Ahmad was on his way towards office some people attacked him and tried to kill him but he was shocked to see Ali among them, he somehow managed to escape from there and hid in a safe place; while sitting in a hidden place he realized that how fool was he, he became friend of a person who was a murderer but while he was thinking about that and deciding how to save himself from being killed by Ali, only one person came to his mind who he consider as the only person to be trusted in his life and that person was his childhood friend Qasim, he contacted Qasim and after few moments sitting at that place he suddenly stood up and went to a place Qasim had asked him to come.

When he reached the place his friend Qasim had asked him to come he was quite shocked to see that there was no one, so he sat on chair looking at the road and decided to contact his family members so as to inform them where he was, but life didn't gave him chance to contact, his call was going and his mother had picked his call  but he was unable to respond because he was shocked to see people standing in front of him, he threw his mobile and ran towards road but there he saw some more people waiting for him, now he understood his time had come and he had to say good bye to life he had, but reason he was shocked  and was willing to die because he lost faith in what he call friends, his friend Qasim, the person who he trusted the most was standing with the person Ahmad who wanted to kill him, So he smiles and Ahmad shot bullet in his heart and he fall down looking at his friend Qasim who was still standing with his enemy and while he was having last moments of his life he understood how his best friend was involved in a trap Ahmad had set for him and how his friend betrayed him for the sake of money, he was not afraid to die but he was afraid for his family members his wife, mother and children, he was afraid of pain his family members had to suffer from by losing him but he was helpless, he took last breath and died on his way towards hospital.


This was not just a murder of a person, but it was a murder of friendship, murder of trust, murder of faith people have on their friend.

When his family members arrived and looked at his dead body, they started crying and started calling him and asking him to wakeup and don't left them alone in this world but his soul was standing looking at dead body and was smiling and wanted to tell his mother, wife that he is free from a cage know as body, now he he is a free soul, now he didn't have to suffer from more pain, in fact people who killed him have taken burden of his sins on themselves and he was free from sins he did in his life, he was murdered innocently but after dying his soul realized that what happened to him was good as he didn't have to deal with bad people anymore, he will now live in a place far better than what earth is.

His soul wanted to tell his family members that what those people did to him have to repay for that and they will suffer from the pain too, they had given to his family and him, you reap what you sow.

Will you travel in a train full of both good and bad people or you will travel in a train full of good people only?

I know you surely will prefer to travel in a train full of good people but living on earth it is impossible, so living on earth you try to find passenger who are good but you also come across bad people too whereas when you die, if you are  good person you will be given a ticket to travel in a train full of good people. So what bad people did to you in your life will surely repay for that and what they think is pain they have given to you is in fact a ticket for you to travel with good people. A person who is killed innocently is like a person who is blessed with a free pass to paradise and who killed those innocent people confirm their booking towards hell.

Devil among Angels

 "Life was good, people were good but I was not expected to live that life as I was the only bad person among the good ones" The last note police found from pocket when they discover a dead body.  

         
    A boy of age 27 was found dead under a tree near a park. People standing near him were talking about what might had happened to him that he committed suicide, through what pain he was suffering from that he found suicide as a solution towards his problem .People were now standing beside his dead body while police was informing his family members.

              We in our life come across different situation and have heard different stories of what people do, how they live and each story teach us a lesson and change our point of view towards what life really is. The dead body of a young boy also left a story behind to teach people what life is and how they can avoid to lose their loved ones.

The story he left behind left a lot of questions for his beloved ones,

                  "The day he was born, his parents named him as Feroz. As every child lives his early years happily, without knowing what will he face next,he too enjoyed his early years until the day he joined school. He was good in studies and his parents tried their best teach him in the best institution of that city but with the passage of time as he grew older, he lose that interest. He had no one to talk too, his brothers attitude towards him was never good and they treat him like he was not their real brother.
      

  He still somehow managed to make some friends so as to live life and bring some peace in it despite of his brothers behavior towards him. His parents loved him very much and were the only person sincere to him, care about him but they criticize him too because of his attitude towards his studies. He was making mistake, he was not giving enough time to his studies and was spending much of his time with his friends that's what people knew but what they didn't knew was he was doing this all so as to escape a brain disease which in the end ultimately led you to a stage where you lose interest in life, a disease people mostly call as depression.
 
          He with the passage of time grew older and at the age of 23 he was still struggling hard to give time to studies and complete it and with the passage of time his parents attitude towards him also changed, they care about him but also criticize him so that he had a bright future. His parents were believing that their criticism will in the end urge their son to study and focus on his goals but what they didn't knew were that they were doing destructive criticism.

Feroz somehow managed to survive all that criticism and tried so as to focus on studies. He was trying to make a new start and to work hard so as to live upto the expectations of his family member but his family members and friends were not letting him forget the past and whenever he managed to standup, his family members and friends show him what mistakes he had made in past, they make him feel like he had done a sin. His family members even his parents now started avoiding him because he failed to live up to their expectations. Whenever they saw him, they got angry and criticize him and tell him that now his future has destroyed and he will never be able to make it better again.

Brothers attitude towards him was not good, Parents also stopped believing in him, friends started making fun of his problems. He was not following the rules his parents had made for him to live a life and because of that the only person he believed, will help him also asked him to stop discussing problems with them. His parents still loved him but they were doing this all so that he should know how to live a life, they were thinking that their attitude was helping him but that's what cost him his life. He soon began to lose interest in what we call as a life.


He was now feeling guilty, he was considering himself the most bad person anyone could be. He was considering himself as the "Devil among Angels". He was so much depressed that he was considering himself responsible for making his beloved ones life miserable, making their life more difficult. 

He was fed up of himself and was thinking upon an idea to get rid of all problems and then he realize that only solution to problems was he, himself. He was at that stage of depression that the only solution he had was quitting his life. Which he think, would ease the pain and struggle of his family members. For him his absence will help his family members live happily so he decided that now he will never ever share his problems with anyone and will soon leave his beloved ones so as to add some value after dying which he fail to add while living a life.

But after spending hours, thinking about his decision he decided not to give up and will try his best to overcome depression and all the difficulties he was facing in life irrespective of whether anyone will support him or not but saddest part of his life was what he don't know. Life didn't allow him to make a new start.

One day while travelling towards his home he came across some thieves who on gun point tried to take his bike, but he knew that if he lost his bike too, his family members will consider him useless so he didn't give his bike due to which thieves shot him and threw his dead body under a tree.T he note which police founded was written a few weeks ago when Feroz was thinking about quitting but police so as to close case as quickly as possible reported it as a suicide case without knowing what actually happened and a youngster died with many dreams."

Feroz had faced many problems, he was always a Devil among Angels, but life  was so cruel that even after dying he was labeled as doing suicide. Life it is, it plays game with you in such a way that you don't even understand what reality really was, Feroz too died with many dreams and his life ended in a way people now were thinking as another mistake of him.

Beware of what you speak to others, what you say to others, your words may destroy others life and can led them to depression. Sometimes in your life, your beloved one criticize you for your own good but sometimes they fail to differentiate between constructive and destructive criticism. 

A destructive criticism can led to depression and eventually urge that person to suicide or quit life, no matter with what intention are you doing criticism, destructive criticism will only led your beloved ones to a stage where they will hate their own life and will feel like guilty.


For me destructive criticism which led a person to do suicide is like a murder attempt, you don't need any knife or gun to kill a person, you just need words which can break heart and can discourage a certain person and leave the rest to them, they will suicide and you will not be charged with a murder attempt. We People don't understand cruelty of words and how it can effect a person. We murder a person by our words and in the end a person who is murdered is labeled as a "Devil among Angels" . We behave as  the person being killed was the  one making mistake and doing wrong and every other person was right.

If you ask me a who are devils among angels, I will say , " A person who fail to live up to the expectaions of his beloved ones or failed to follow their rule, is the devil among their beloved ones who all are angels".

Your beloved ones criticize you, make rules for you to follow and if you fail to follow those rules and live up to their expectation, you are not expected to live, that's how people will treat you and will make you realize.
But,
You must have to tell that suicide isn't an option, Sometimes you will be left all alone with no one there to help you, so you must not look for someone's else shoulder and should try to figure out solution of your problems without expecting from people that they will help. Never ever listen to the words of people and stay away from negative ones, and if beloved ones are doing criticism which is discouraging you, help them realize their mistake.



Life is like a blank book given to you so as to  write it, it is you who have to decide what to write in it and what not to, you must have to take decision because book is yours and only you are allowed to write it. Yes, you can take suggestions from others to improve it but not let other decide how your book should be written. Go ahead fill it with what you want and you surely will end it on a good note but if you being afraid of others, will write it on decisions being made by them you will fail to complete that book and will left it incomplete.

Go ahead and complete your book even if you have to become a "Devil among Angels".

Memories of Past

 A boy was sitting under a tree while it was raining heavily, completely lost in his thoughts and was trying to figure out how to get out of situation he was in, how to escape from situation he was in, he was feeling helpless as he had no answer to his questions, he was losing hope and for him all colors of life were lost, for him living each day was becoming even more harder than the day before, but the reason behind situation he was in, no one knew.

Story was not as simple as it looks, story begins from the day he was born, he was gifted with a heart not everyone had, a pure heart full of feelings and emotions, he was among those person who were blessed with a strong memory, he used to remember things that happened years ago, he used to remember each and every moment he had spent with his loved ones whether those moments were with his parents, friends or girl he loved the most, but sometimes life plays with you by giving you something which everyone and the person who had been given such thing considered it as a gift but as time passes you came to know that sometimes the gift life has gifted you becomes the only reason of making your life difficult, and same was the case with him, he even after  many years remembered each and everything that happened years ago, thing he want to forget so as to move on but he was helpless as he had no way out of this problem, those memories were now only becoming reason of his depression, sadness.

He enjoyed each and every moment he spent with his loved ones and remembering the memories he had with them made him smile but the thing which was making it difficult to live each and every day was memories of people who were no longer there for him with whom he had dreamt to live his whole life, some people died, some left him and some got too busy to find time for him and he was left all alone with only memories left of those people, he wanted to forget those memories so as to live the life like others did but as each and every person has a different nature, he was among those people who always love to keep each and every thing of their past till they die, he was among those people who don't want to lose people with whom they had lived their life, he too wanted to live his whole life with people whom he loved but sometimes life, time, and  circumstances doesn't allow you to live your whole life with people you love.

Same was the case with him, he was sitting under a tree while it was raining so as to hide tears dropping from his eyes, he was helpless, he was not able to forget memories he had, memories which were now becoming the reason of pain for him, memories which were like drugs given to him and he was addicted so much to those drugs that even if he was willing not to take those drugs, he had to take those drugs everyday, those memories were now like drugs which became necessary so as survive but the way he was surviving he was hating himself. He caught himself in such a situation that there was no escape out of it, memories which were becoming the reason for his sadness, pain he was in were also becoming a reason to live life and he was confused what to do.

His parents died, his friends were busy, the person he loved the most left him and he was left with only memories which he wanted to forget and to remember as well, he sometimes laugh at himself that what situation he was in, he wanted to forget memories but also wanted to remember them. The past was so lovely, so beautiful but the present on the other hand was like a nightmare to him, but that's how life is, he had to live rest of his life with memories and with people who are still there for him.

With the passage of time he realized that memories which were becoming reason of pain for him were in fact helping him to survive without people he loved by remembering the memories he had with them, he realized what life really is and how to live it.
He realized,
"You lose people, you met new people and sometimes you met someone who looks like someone you have known for years, that's how circle of your life moves and that's how it is supposed to move, you will not live forever and so does your loved ones, all you can do is to live each and every moment with your loved ones that even after they are gone you should remember memories you had with them, either you weep over losing people or could live the rest of your life with memories and people who are still there for you.
Remember people who love you don't want to leave you too but sometimes life doesn't allow those people and sometimes circumstances, so you just have to live the days you have with them and to enjoy them and make memories, because when those people will not be around you, those memories will help you to live without them, yeah sometimes those memories will make you sad but that sadness will also help you to live your life, no one wants to become sad but that sadness helps you to know the worth of what happiness really is, never take anything in your life for granted as every situation, circumstances, stage of life, bad or good will bring up something for you to learn and to live life, so look at life with keeping positive thoughts and don't let your brain filled with negative thoughts. Your past is as important as your present or future and memories you make are also important, you just have to realize the worth, so keep spreading positivity and help those people for whom their past is becoming the reason of pain and sadness and help them get through those situations."



Life is like a tour to some beautiful places, the places you visit and make memories but if you became sad on remembering the places you had been to, you will not be able to enjoy the places you are planning to visit, so you just have to enjoy each and every moment of your tour and to make memories of each and every place you visit, you can't just stop on a single station because stopping on a certain station will stop you from enjoying the rest of places you were planning to go, so you have to step out at every station and make memories there and then get back on train so as to move towards the other station train will take you to, same is the case with life, your past is like the places and people you met and lived your life with, your present is like the place you are now and have to live and enjoy with people there for you at that place and your future is the place you are planning to go and to meet new people you will live and enjoy rest of your life with.
Each and every chapter of life is beautiful so don't get stuck on one chapter and keep reading all the chapters so as to know how good the book is written.

Cancer of Society

 Life is like a stair, each step moving forward helping you to explore more about the world and to understand what really is the purpose of living a life, each step helps you to understand what life really is and with each step your point of view towards a certain thing changes.

A boy, 8 years of age, named Arslan, was enjoying his life without worrying about what will come next, and yeah a child of such age should enjoy life without thinking and getting worried about the future, so Arslan enjoyed his early 15 years of life enjoying but with time he realized that he had responsibility on his shoulders to look after his family as his father died when he was 12 years old but her mother somehow managed to feed him and his brother and sister who were all younger than him. With time as he grew older, he realized that he must have helped his mother to take care of his younger brother and sister. 

At the age of 15, when children of his age were working hard to complete their education and achieve their dreams, he had to work to earn money along with his studies, but continuing his studies along with doing a job was never an easy task but as difficult times makes you stronger, he too with time develop the ability to cope with whatever situation he faced in life and soon he got himself so busy in running behind making money that he forgot that he had a life to live too and to enjoy too.

He achieved his dreams due to his hard work at the age of just 28  but the question here arises at what cost? but he never looked back and kept on making money, he never thought of what he was sacrificing to achieve his dreams and as we know time flies, days into months and months into years passed away and he grew older and became 51 years old.

What a man should do? who achieved all his dreams and is 51 years old. Surely most of us will say that he must enjoy his life as we people work hard to enjoy life but Arslan on the other hand even after achieving everything kept on running behind things which were of no use for him at this age but he didn't have to wait that much longer to realize what he loses and at what cost.

One day while he was sitting in his office he received a call from his house and after hearing the voice on the other end he was shocked, he ran towards his car to reach home quickly, his mother whom he loved the most in his life, more than anything, left him forever and now he was wishing only for few moments to live with his mother but as wise people say there's no use to cry over spilt milk, he also wasted the time he had to enjoy and live with his mother.
He somehow get back to his routine but now he was like a puzzle, incomplete, as a piece of his life was missing and without which he was incomplete and that missing part was his mother, a gift which once lost can never be found again. He still even after losing his mother was making a mistake, he didn't change his attitude towards life, he had a wife and children to look after and spend the rest of his life with but he still after losing his mother, was busy making money and keeping himself busy.

But sometimes it only needs a moment to help a person realize what mistake he really was making, while on his way home, he saw an orphan boy sitting under a tree crying for his family, he went close to him to help him and at that moment he too realized how great is a blessing to have a family. He helped the boy and gave him money to eat food and after that, he drive back home to spend time with his loved ones.

On that day he realized he was suffering from cancer, he realized that not only he but each and every person struggling to live life is suffering from cancer and the cure to that cancer they all were suffering was money but the question here arises was how much money is needed to overcome cancer to prevent a person from running behind it?  How much money can satisfy a person and the answer was that cure for this cancer had not yet been discovered or created. Everyone is running behind money, the cancer of running behind money has taken many lives, has led many people to depression and had destroyed many families, cancer which divides humans into two categories, poor and rich,  1) people who are afraid of losing it and 2) people who don't have money and are worried and struggling to get it.


Only cancer people love is cancer of money, love for money, if you fall in love with money you will never be able to able to get rid of this cancer, cancer which removes emotions, feeling of a person, earning money is okay, to live the life you must earn money but addiction to money will lead you to a path where you will be left all alone with only money and no one to enjoy with.

The desire of getting money will never be fulfilled, so instead of fulfilling your desire to get money, live your life, and spend time with your loved ones because once they are gone, they will never be back again. Don't waste your life running behind a piece of paper, that piece of paper can help you get anything but not happiness, happiness lies in peace and peace lies where you don't have to worry about anything, so stop worrying about making money, you will have peace and surely will be happy.
 
Money can be defined in term of economics as unlimited wants with limited resources, where unlimited want is your desire to get money which will never be fulfilled and limited resources is your family and friends with whom you can enjoy your life by spending money. Happiness is not measured in term making of money, in fact, it is measured in terms of how we utilize that money.

So do not get addicted to money as it is cancer which will only lead you to depression, make money but not let money decide what are the standards of happiness.