Trust

 It was 4 am early in the morning and he was sitting on his bed, all the lights were turned off, everything was so peace full except his mind, his heart. He was weeping and was promising himself that he will never trust anyone, he will never love anyone, he will never let people play with his heart, he was trying to remain calm and was trying to convince himself that this world is selfish and he had to be selfish as well so as to survive in this world. He was 26 years old and he was crying like a baby from whom someone has stole his toy. If people had seen him crying like that they would probably have considered him as an idiot, who at the age of 26 can cry like this but people see the cover and they had no idea what's the story behind this cover.

People in order to survive in this world are always looking towards other people so as to find love which will help them survive and live the life easily, People are hungry for love and love is the only thing which helps you to see how beautiful life is. Love given by other people is the only reason you fall in love with your life as well and to make that love strong there must be trust among those people.

But what if trust is broken by people whom you love, people whom you love if breaks your trust you will come to a stage where you will never be able to love someone again or trust someone.

Yes, trust once broken can never be developed again.

He too was facing the same situation, he too a had friend in his life, that one friend whom you trust more than anyone, Everyone has friend in their life but among them there's only one friend whom you trust more than anyone, so did he, but he had never expected what he comes to know, his best friend was sharing his secret with other people as well and was making fun of him behind his back, he was broken after knowing that but he still somehow managed to gather those broken pieces in his heart and moved on but what if the second person whom you trust and love as well breaks your trust and betray you, you will hate your life,

He had a girlfriend as well whom he love and was willing to marry her but a day comes when she also betrayed him. He one day was coming from interview for the job he had applied for and was very happy as he had cleared it and had been selected, he wanted to share it with the girl he loves and was going to propose her so he went straight to her so as to tell her and to celebrate, but sometimes life plays a lot with you, her girl friend told him that she won't met him ever again as she was going to marry someone else, his heart was broken in to pieces and he was trying not to fall but he already had fallen, he somehow managed to reach home and went straight to his room, the broken pieces he had in his heart  he once managed to fix was broken again and now he don't have the strength to fix those pieces again, trust had been broken again and now he was thinking was that really love, was she really sincere with her or was just trying to pass those days whom he had considered as love, but his heart had no answer, he was so much in love with her that even after what she did he was blaming himself that he might had not been sincere with her, maybe it was his fault, he can't blame her, so he started criticizing himself for what had been done to him, he started blaming himself and was promising himself that he would never trust anyone again because it was his sin to fall in love and trust someone.

So he somehow managed to stand up again and move on, but peace he had once was gone, his nights were like a nightmare to him, everyday of his life was becoming more difficult as he was trying to avoid people who really were sincere to him and loved him.

One day he was while sitting in his room, trying to find peace he thought of reading a book so he went straight to bookshelf and took a book to read and what he read was so peaceful that his life changed, he understand what life really is. There was written in a book,
 
"Life is a lesson and if you will stop learning from it and will not be grateful for whatever life comes up with, it will destroy your inner peace. You will face failure, you will lose people, you will come to a stage where you will think, "Okay, now I don't have a reason to live and now it's the end to what life is" you will only destroy your inner peace.
Remember one thing if life takes something from you it gives you something better than it and if you will not accept what life is giving you and will keep on crying over what it has taken from you, you will never find peace, it's your mind who has to accept whatever life is giving you, peace lies inside you, so stop looking it within someone else.

 You don't want to accept what life has taken from you, okay its happen with everyone but if you find courage to accept it and somehow managed to live those hard years you will be grateful for what life will give you. You will never know what secret life has for you till the right time comes, so you just have to wait for that right time and secrets to be revealed, you will fall in love with life again.

So go on and accept and tell yourself that you are not weak, if someone had broken your trust, you are not the one who has lost those people, infect they are the ones who failed to take care of  gift life has gifted them, they are the one who should be crying and weeping for losing you, so stay calm and you will find someone better and at that time you will be grateful to life." He after reading all this promised not to lose hope and will live for himself again and will wait for what life will come up with.

As people say, "five fingers are not equal, same is the case with people, not everyone is same and not everyone is selfish, you will find the diamonds at the right time, you just have to remember that diamonds are rare and so do people who are sincere and should be trusted, you just have to figure out who should be trusted and who should not be, don't count everyone as a selfish and bad person, only because you have experienced someone else. Stop thinking about what is gone and look forward to what is coming for you."


You have a bottle full of sand and once it's broken you will never be able to collect all of sand and put it in bottle again, but yeah what you can do is to have another bottle and fill it with sand, just like this people will break your trust and you will never be able to have the same relation with them but you can have a better relation with someone else, so go on, let the other bottle be filled with moments you will spend with other people who are to be trusted, either you can cry over the broken bottle or you can fill another one. Either you can have peace by making memories with people who are to be trusted or you can destroy peace by thinking about those people who were never supposed to be trusted, choice is yours so is peace, whether to make it or not.