Memories of Past

 A boy was sitting under a tree while it was raining heavily, completely lost in his thoughts and was trying to figure out how to get out of situation he was in, how to escape from situation he was in, he was feeling helpless as he had no answer to his questions, he was losing hope and for him all colors of life were lost, for him living each day was becoming even more harder than the day before, but the reason behind situation he was in, no one knew.

Story was not as simple as it looks, story begins from the day he was born, he was gifted with a heart not everyone had, a pure heart full of feelings and emotions, he was among those person who were blessed with a strong memory, he used to remember things that happened years ago, he used to remember each and every moment he had spent with his loved ones whether those moments were with his parents, friends or girl he loved the most, but sometimes life plays with you by giving you something which everyone and the person who had been given such thing considered it as a gift but as time passes you came to know that sometimes the gift life has gifted you becomes the only reason of making your life difficult, and same was the case with him, he even after  many years remembered each and everything that happened years ago, thing he want to forget so as to move on but he was helpless as he had no way out of this problem, those memories were now only becoming reason of his depression, sadness.

He enjoyed each and every moment he spent with his loved ones and remembering the memories he had with them made him smile but the thing which was making it difficult to live each and every day was memories of people who were no longer there for him with whom he had dreamt to live his whole life, some people died, some left him and some got too busy to find time for him and he was left all alone with only memories left of those people, he wanted to forget those memories so as to live the life like others did but as each and every person has a different nature, he was among those people who always love to keep each and every thing of their past till they die, he was among those people who don't want to lose people with whom they had lived their life, he too wanted to live his whole life with people whom he loved but sometimes life, time, and  circumstances doesn't allow you to live your whole life with people you love.

Same was the case with him, he was sitting under a tree while it was raining so as to hide tears dropping from his eyes, he was helpless, he was not able to forget memories he had, memories which were now becoming the reason of pain for him, memories which were like drugs given to him and he was addicted so much to those drugs that even if he was willing not to take those drugs, he had to take those drugs everyday, those memories were now like drugs which became necessary so as survive but the way he was surviving he was hating himself. He caught himself in such a situation that there was no escape out of it, memories which were becoming the reason for his sadness, pain he was in were also becoming a reason to live life and he was confused what to do.

His parents died, his friends were busy, the person he loved the most left him and he was left with only memories which he wanted to forget and to remember as well, he sometimes laugh at himself that what situation he was in, he wanted to forget memories but also wanted to remember them. The past was so lovely, so beautiful but the present on the other hand was like a nightmare to him, but that's how life is, he had to live rest of his life with memories and with people who are still there for him.

With the passage of time he realized that memories which were becoming reason of pain for him were in fact helping him to survive without people he loved by remembering the memories he had with them, he realized what life really is and how to live it.
He realized,
"You lose people, you met new people and sometimes you met someone who looks like someone you have known for years, that's how circle of your life moves and that's how it is supposed to move, you will not live forever and so does your loved ones, all you can do is to live each and every moment with your loved ones that even after they are gone you should remember memories you had with them, either you weep over losing people or could live the rest of your life with memories and people who are still there for you.
Remember people who love you don't want to leave you too but sometimes life doesn't allow those people and sometimes circumstances, so you just have to live the days you have with them and to enjoy them and make memories, because when those people will not be around you, those memories will help you to live without them, yeah sometimes those memories will make you sad but that sadness will also help you to live your life, no one wants to become sad but that sadness helps you to know the worth of what happiness really is, never take anything in your life for granted as every situation, circumstances, stage of life, bad or good will bring up something for you to learn and to live life, so look at life with keeping positive thoughts and don't let your brain filled with negative thoughts. Your past is as important as your present or future and memories you make are also important, you just have to realize the worth, so keep spreading positivity and help those people for whom their past is becoming the reason of pain and sadness and help them get through those situations."



Life is like a tour to some beautiful places, the places you visit and make memories but if you became sad on remembering the places you had been to, you will not be able to enjoy the places you are planning to visit, so you just have to enjoy each and every moment of your tour and to make memories of each and every place you visit, you can't just stop on a single station because stopping on a certain station will stop you from enjoying the rest of places you were planning to go, so you have to step out at every station and make memories there and then get back on train so as to move towards the other station train will take you to, same is the case with life, your past is like the places and people you met and lived your life with, your present is like the place you are now and have to live and enjoy with people there for you at that place and your future is the place you are planning to go and to meet new people you will live and enjoy rest of your life with.
Each and every chapter of life is beautiful so don't get stuck on one chapter and keep reading all the chapters so as to know how good the book is written.